the dead lift up
swing by
back again
you hear their voices
in the wind
they call
the crows
to lift
spread wings
come find me
dance
swing down
drown out sorrow
sing
dance
jerk
back
fall forward
to a different point
These dead letters remember me kindly.
the dead lift up
swing by
back again
you hear their voices
in the wind
they call
the crows
to lift
spread wings
come find me
dance
swing down
drown out sorrow
sing
dance
jerk
back
fall forward
to a different point
i love you like the rain loves the clouds like lightning needs thunder
you are my soulmate my other half
my imperfect perfection
my beautiful handsome wild thing
without you i am lost
you are the love of my life
my beating heart
i wake
screaming
and the nightmares
Nightmare Men
though long gone
live inside
me
now
i look
back
realize this
no matter
how hard
i try
i fight
the darkness
it lives
inside
poison
that is
what i
am
i destroy
every thing
every one
all that i touch
withers
and
eventually
you will
too
and i
have
long since
learned
silence
but that does not
change
what we are
poison
defined by
sin
our wicked
tongue
snake
they said
called us
the Dark One
we simply
looked back
what was there
to say?
all the rest
was true
so why not
that too?
creating universes
we created god
all of them
and when
it
came time
to kneel
we had gone
so far
gone
i hear
the screams
of those
who listened
who believed
i want to
reach out
speak
but remember
we were born
poison
and
i will protect
this
our sin
our salvation
i will walk
away
so that
the poison
in me
does not
become
yours
you spoke
of so many
things
when
you were
young
spoke
of hope
of change
dreamt of
a place and time
you may never know
it was
a secret place
you spoke of it
to no one
but it was
your dream
your tide-through
if
nothing
else
if
no one
remembers
or
will ever
maybe
it’s
finally
fine
to simply
admit it
there was
no joe
i have
worn
many
masks
still do
what
difference
was one
more?
maybe
it was
always
me
simply
because
for all my
existentialism
i have never
doubted me
i have always
known who i am
and now
long after
mine
the ones– you know who you are
(or at least i hope you do)
i’m still me
i still can’t be changed
so hi
my name’s agnes
or rather
as i prefer to say
i’m agnes
i’m poison
i’m sin
and maybe
it’s sad
and maybe
you’ll never
understand
or realize
it
or what i am
and always
have been
just promise
me one thing
try to find
that moment
that makes
you laugh
makes you happy
gives you that smile
and fight for it
no matter what
and here’s my last secret worth salt (probably)
who knows?
but seriously
No Regrets
i know i still don’t have any.
mother death
she rode in
a good woman
a good doctor
a good death
mother
death
bring me
to the garden
take my flower
protect her
even in the fires
of hell
mother
death
angel
nothing more
than a puppet
God speaks
mother
death
angel
that you are
you obey
and God
he waits
and once you
have carried out his task
his every wish
he gives you
your gift
your prize
he throws you
into the fiery pit
into the depths of hell
where you will stay
obedient servant that you are.
Joe dreams
The mini-prophet
whose tongue
had become a snake’s
she is whole
again
she smiles
she dances
but most of all
she sees
Joe the Liar
he dreams
makes him
wonder
the difference
between
reality and not
if there is one?
makes him
think
there is
you see
there is
a ball
growing
(it grows)
in his brain
in the front
of his brain
it grows
he closes
his eyes
the mini-prophet
closes hers
and open
theirs
to the universe.