Month: April 2020
I will float away (a poem by my father in memory of my late mother)
mother
Family
You are not family
“You have to earn that”
You are just blood
Do you even know what it means to be family?
Do you know what family is?
A light shining in a house
bright and warm
a fire in the hearth
where home is
where mother father sister brother is
where you are
where I am
family
hugs denied
hugs forced upon us to our joy
the anger and sadness too
that is family
running into the night
no shoes on
promising to not look back
of course you look back
and stop
you backtrack
tears in your eyes running crashing down your face
shame
you are ashamed
you look around
you slump slouch
head down
you turn back
you return
family
it is what calls you home
mother father sister brother
gone away
but will come back
will be seen again
someday somehow
I try to write something substantial while I wait
I am not sure if I succeed.
Los Angeles
in the spring fog
i can feel the wind
it is gentle
not the roar of current
nor the gust’s whistle
i am accustomed to.
stray thought
thoughts and things
I am Harry Potter in a world without magic.