is this goodbye?

I know I’m not good enough for you
I know you deserve better
I know it’s selfish of me to not want you to leave me after everything
But I guess I am that
Because here I am
Begging you to take me back
When I look at you I see God
I see perfection
I see beauty
I see something so good
And I know I’m not
I know I’m dirty
I know I’m nothing
And I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t want to break you
I don’t want to taint you
I’m poison
But you made me think I could be something beautiful too

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